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Dysthymia + Saeva Split

by Red Nebula

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    Limited edition long play cassette. Only 100 copies available

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1.
Saeva - Rose 04:56
I Rose And what I wouldn't give To spend one more day With you, Lost in our words. And what I wouldn't give To spend one more day With you, Lost in our world.
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II Attleboro A moment of peace By rust colored water, Your laughter carried Through the air. Skies consumed by trees Chartreuse dancing leaves While cotton fell like snow In Attleboro.
3.
Saeva - You 08:51
III You I waited forever Now all I see is Nothing but love. Your love, your love. Because love grows from you, Flowers bloom where death fell and nurtured the soil from which you grew. Your roots spread endlessly And forever expanding home, Nurturing your radiant soul. And just like spring Your love and desire Breathe life into everything. Finally ending winter's night... Is you. Is you. Is you. Is you. Hazel woods in your eyes A sacred path hidden deep Walking through for centuries. Shades of yellow and brown Against pale snow The sunlight fades for The moonlight's glow And just like in fall Your love and desire Give meaning to life. As death takes all. It's you. It's you. It's you. It's you. And when you're lost I'll light your way home. And if you run It's safe to come back down. And when you're tired Know the love ain't gone. And in your arms Is where I found home. I will not let you fall, When you're weak, love, I will catch you, I'll hold you up.
4.
This Will Not Destroy You Justify that you deserve more You are the nothing you produced And what do those words do? What right do you have To experience indignation in truth? Exhaustion comes but I continue I am unwell, I am tired Of the actuality of the ashes in the hoarded room Dusty and decayed, unhuman and deranged Detached from the concept of self And yet I long to find something, someone, anything That again makes you material Reborn into this world That you have not felt any moment within And I know what it is to look out and see the damage, to forget everything And I know what it is to look out and see the damage, to forget everything And desperately want to fix it, desperately want to change Helplessly want to change Hopelessly isolate Endlessly embrace your hate And be everything they said I’ve gone far away Can anyone love such as this? Weak and powerless How can we end this all without our final resting point alone in a dark room, loveless and screaming out for breath? How can we believe that we were ever supposed to live at all? I don’t want this fate for you anymore No more And its too late Now that death has come and gone, I want you to belong Never alone Have a home And what little remains I could cherish that too See strength in what is not lost Yet it feels too much to bear So, I go, pretend, instead To be whole And with each breath Grow more tired still Leaking through the cracks, always Is the true self Ready to snap Ready to fight Desperate for love Bitter to the abandonment Unable to accept people being pushed out By your own lacking By your own merciless heart

credits

released February 28, 2024

Saeva:
Music & Words written, performed, engineered, & mixed by N. Camacho-Logan

Mastered by Ethan Reece

Dysthymia:

Gru: Vocals
Ray: Guitar, Bass, Synths, Drum Programming
Mix/master: Jori Apedaile
Artwork by Cort Nesci

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